Ben, I am your number one fan!! hehe. I am talking about football. His team was undefeated. Who knew?

So I been doing really well. I am definately becoming a serious nursing student. From time to time, I find myself gawking at people, trying to look for abnormalities. It's kinda fun. hehe

Some of you have asked me if I am ok. I am doing very well. I am sorry about making you guys worry. I think it's that stupid quiz i put up that made you wonder. Don't worry, I just thought it was hilarious. I am very happy that you guys cared about me though. Thank you. And remember, most of the time, I blog because I want to vent. But you are right, I should thank God for our blessings also.

Spiritually, i realized as I focus more on the intellectual aspect of Christianity, I connect with God less emotionally. It's hard not to focus on one thing more than the other. What used to sustain me in my relationship with God was my emotions. That taught me to be humble and to revere him so it definately has it's valuable lessons. As a more mature Christian, I realized that basic understanding of God will not satisfy my hunger anymore. In the bible it talks about spiritual growth. As a baby, we need milk. As an adult, we need solid food. Both are equally very important.

This year has been really peaceful for me. I feel like my life is finally being put together like a puzzle and I can kind of see the picture. God has taken away a lot of my fear and taught me to trust in him a lot more.