haven't blogged in a while. What's been going on with me? Nursing, girl's accountability, boyfriend ben and that's it. I miss my friends a lot lately. I missed the closeness that I use to have with them. Now things seemed like they change dramatically. It is weird. I've been struggling lately with understanding my influence on people's lives. How exactly do I influence people? It seems like I can't formed any kind of attachment with the girls. Am I not approachable? Am I hard to bear? These are some questions that hangs over my head.