I been wanting to blog for the last few days. Everytime I thought of something interesting to write about, I lose the thought.

So I have two more weeks to go before I finish the most extensive educational process in my life. In three weeks, I will walk down the stage where I will be part of the 2%, in the world, that has a college degree. So how do I feel right now? Estatic and completely free.

I still have a hard time imagining what it's like to be ABSOLUTELY done with school. I can completely devote my time to ANYTHING I like. This is serious business. Also the advantages of being a woman and married is that I don't have to work if I don't want to. The only condition is that my husband is also supportive of this decision. Of course I would need to find ways to spend my time wisely. I am actually very excited to be able to devote myself in a particular ministry, although what it is, I do not know yet. I know that there is a way God can use me. He's made me with such deep emotions and passions and I doubt whether he will let that go unclaimed.

So I experienced a moment similar but not quite on the same scale as Jonah in the bible. I find myself resisting the very people that God put in my life to witness to. Before, I would hide and avoid people that are different from me, people who don't love God, and people whose values I do not share. This semester, I been really challenged to come face to face with classmates that are problems and needed salvation. God called us to be a light in the world, and salt of the earth. I knew that I can't be those things when I hide instead of be availble for God to use me.