Ben was surfing through people's webblogs tonight and I realized how sad mine is. Not many people know that my blog even exists. As I peeked at people's blogs, I felt so embarrassed that my blog is so plain and so outdated. No wonder no one really read it. Haha. Most of the time, when I write on my blog, it is usually serious and drab. There usually isn't any cool pictures or visuals in it. Of course I don't blog offend enough. I blog um...maybe once every month or so. I just don't know how people can check these things often. I don't even check the news as often as some people read bloggers. I have to give these people two thumbs up for sitting there reading all these blogs and trying to know what's going on in other people's lives.

You know, most people think that I am a really social person. I am a people person when I am in a group setting but individual relationships are hard for me. I don't know why but with some people, I don't get comfortable hanging out. Ben on the other hand is more of a one on one relationship builder. He is so good at establishing individual relationships with people. Me on the other hand, I am really good at socializing but I don't like individual activities very much. Come to think of it, I am not sure if I am more introverted or extroverted. If I have to guess I would say that I have both characteristics but I would lean a little more to the introverted side. I like my time where I can do things by myself. I like to cook, shop, clean, read, and organize by myself. I don't mind that other people are with me, except when they rush me or not let me accomplish my tasks. The weird thing about me, that I have taken from my dad, is that I tend to accomplish my tasks right away. For example, we moved into our new apartment a while ago and I had a blast organizing the whole thing. Of course if you ask Ben, he would tell you that I get a little obsessive about it. What I appreciate about Ben is that he lets me do what I want and not restraint me from it. It's been really fun for the last month or so.

Ben and I have so much fun at our new home. I have been practicing my cooking a lot and is very proud of my new found skills. For the last month, Ben and I have been lounging around the house watching tv, cooking, reading, and just doing everything we wanted to do. It is soooo nice. I get to enjoy this for another week or two before the crazy school year starts again. Pray for Ben because he has an interview coming up and may God help us find a job.

This sounds crazy but I am so excited for school. I got my textbooks the other day and I started to feel very anxious for it to happen. This will be my sixth year in school and my last year. I can't wait till the day I walk at my graduation! It will be a great relief in my life. huh...