Some of you may wonder what happened to the other blogs that I wrote recently. Well allow me to explain. I realized that, lately, I've been pretty depressing to be around. For those of you who have to be there for that, I am extremely sorry. I have came to the conclusion that there are so many more happy things in life that I should be celebrating about instead of dwelling on the not so good things. Although I cannot wipe away my sadness and pretend that it never happened, I like to start and be more optimistic about my why I am here and how I can enjoy myself even better. I know it's been a long time since you guys heard me say it but I really love you guys. I know at times, I overlook at all the people that truly care about me and I take advantage of that. I am truly sorry. Your friendships means so much to me and it saddens me to know that we will not be together much longer. God has really blessed me with a great group of friends and MSU is the best place to be because of it.